alone in a crowded room
smokin weed
taking another trip
chuggin one more bottle
1 am
my head swells
why do i feel so alone in a crowded room?
why does the truth make my ears ring?
why does t hurt? when i cant feel a f£$%in thing
i cant understand it! not even when i try
im alone
alone in a dark and bitter world
i break down
all i do is cry
does life truely mean anything?
confusion surrounds me
and i myself am lost in all this hate
no one can see my pain
i dream about happieness ill never see
wanting and waitin..wishing that it wasnt me