our worlds are parallel,
but you can not bore through.
you can not come near.
my emotions are too threatening.
i do not want to drive you away,
but i have to,
to sheild you from the
seclusion and aversion that
are a part of my customary life.

i do not belong
in your life.
you are the only thing
that could satisfy me,
yet i am a vulgar compilation
of your most horrid nightmares.

in your world,
i do not belong.