Sitting alone, thinking of him.
With tears swelling in my eyes.
I wonder if the sweet words he told me
were only clever lies.
I miss him so greatly
It hurts to remember the past.
I think of all I could have done different.
If I could have made it last.
I know I hsoul let him go.
But thoughts of him always fill my mind.
I know it's my own damn fault.
Peace is something I'll never find.
I would still give anything
to be a part of his life
to know he still loved me
and someday become his wife.
But the dream is over
i will never again be in his heart
i must learn to accept it
even though it tears me apart