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Breakdown (by Shasta M)
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You called me yesterday to basically say that you care for me but that your just not in love, at least not with me. Immediately I pretended to be feeling the same way, and I led you to believe that I was ok. To just walk away from the one thing that's very sacred to me. Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it and I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you. Underneath the disguise of the smile that I wear I am gradually dying inside. Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly because I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering. So I wear my disguise until I go home and turn off my light and then I breakdown and cry. So what do you do when somebody your devoted to suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue of the pain that rejection is putting me through? Do you say "I will survive?" Or do you lash out and say "Hos dare you leave me this way"? I just held out with hope that you will stay, but you slipped away.
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