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Is My Love Blind? (by Rebecca)

"I'll be ok," is what I keep telling myself
I'll be ok if my pain is forever felt
He doesn't know this hurt I live with
I don't want him to
He had to do what he knew was best
Which leaves my strength to be put to the test
So why is it that a women will hold on for so long?
When all my devotion has drug my heartache into prolong
But what would I say if he wanted to committ himself?
Can I forgive him for all the anguish I've felt?
It's been harder than he knows
To look into the mirror and know thats the way love goes
Our lives were once one in a dream that we shared
But his life has moved on and my heart was left bare
I miss the way he loved me
For he loved me with his all
I miss the way he'd look at me
For in each others eyes we would fall
Fall into the depths of the love we both knew
For our love was amazing and honost and true
But if he were to ask for my heart once again
Could I be sure he wouldn't stray and take it with him?
Could he guarantee that my love won't prove me blind?
Prove that my heart is weaker than my mind
I know we had it good but could we ever really go back?
Back to when "we" was all we needed and our dream was not our past
But all I want now is to know we have tomorrow
Tomorrow is the key that could unravel my sorrow
I know I'll always love him
Even if loving him means I will cry
But my broken heart will someday subside
The question is, will it be with you Andy?
Will you ever again be my guy?

Andy was the first man I ever loved. It's hard to let it go but I will always hold onto the memories we share.


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